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i think it was after all that my mum got breast cancer and high blood pressure, my dad became an alcoholic and got diabetes, my sister lost a baby, my brothers sister got a brain tumor, my neighbor's daughter got a brain tumor, my neighbor ( pretty old guy ) ended up in a old folks home and died pretty quickly

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No such thing as gang stalking man.

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yea right

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[url="http://mobile.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html"]United States of Paranoia: They See Gangs of Stalkers - NYTimes.com[/url]

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lol..it's easy to hide something where that something is already discredited in the first place, it's the perfect place, everyone hates the government for example so it would be so easy to put something up there hide it in a conspiracy theory and then make it look as if it's not real and then feed lots of paranoid people that kind of information to discredit it's authenticity ( does that make sense ? ) "gangstocking" was used long before the internet was developed , look at how chris and i were arguing about 9/11 and how we both had different views on it, we obviously had different idea's on it, tbh both of us had no clue where that info was coming from, we were just picking up what we learned from different places and both started ranting about what we thought was right ( sorry chris )the best place to hide something is in plain view where everyone can see it but no one notices it because it's just a regular thing

people will believe anything they are fed,i,ve seen doctors and nurses learn they are helping people but really have learned a technique that is just driving people back to where those people were in the first place, these are all educated people and have paid big money to go through degree's and stuff, all the drugs i,ve read about seem to interact with other things and are seriously deffective, my mum for example is on 2 different pills from two different manufacturers for high blood pressure, she takes them at the same time, i just don't get why they can't just put it in the one pill and be done with it, she said to me different combinations work better for different people but yesterday when i was looking up her medication i seen a wash of different medications for the same thing ( lots ), how do doctors find out what combination works for each person ? they can't really tell without trying people on different combinations by they have found the right combination they have spent a shitload wasting medicine that doesn't work, big money is being made from that alone

my experience of the mental health system for example, they are blaming that one on "science" or "lack of knowledge" but i think that is bullshit, the drugs are deliberately bad imo, my dad used to work in a state hospital ( a mental prison ) so he obviously knows how to restrain someone if they get out of hand ( i don't know if they are all constantly sedated or not ), some of the most violent people that have ever walked the streets in this country are in there, and then he moved to a normal mental health place and started to come home with all sorts of bruises and stuff, i don't know if it is the same technique they use in a place like that or the technique has changed over the years to currently suit "trends" and blame it one something like drug usage for example, i think he did a degree about 10 years or so obviously learned new stuff about it recently,it's basically torture and drives people mad, i honestly think it's been deliberately leaked out onto the street as is getting used by businesses and such, i went to the local fruit shop the other day and got some fruit, i walked past it the next day and noticed he had some beetroot, for two days i thought about buying beetroot from my supermarket and on the second day as i walked up to it a guy with really bad skin walked up to me and nodded his head towards it, people have started to use all sorts of stuff to drive people away from some of the good things in businesses and drive them to other places where there is different items to choose from, the apples i was buying from one place suddenly dissapeered from one shop and appeared in another place ( so they couldn't of been out of season )

i,ve seen this before, it happens every time i try to get my diet right, people are just trying to get people confused and thinking about things so they can't really concentrate, i told my doctor this yesterday and he said he was going to put me back on medication, it was on my mind so much i didn't even look the right way when i was crossing the road, the more stressed out i become the quicker i chew my food

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btw still going between two shops lol

sudden influx of people with limps going to one and a sudden influx of beautiful people in the other

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talked with my doctor and a nurse about something that happened the other day, guy pulls up in a car outside my window where i can see him and starts smoking on a vape and looking in the direction of my window, really unusual body language, it drew my attention to him right away, he had a safety vest on and i,m talking about dodgy builders and dodgy drug companies, after a couple of minutes he got out the car and looked in the direction of the little girl i was talking about in this thread ( the one with glasses, she was outside playing ), i just found out yesterday that this little girl plays around with my m8's little girl and she is on heart medication because some [U][I][B]prick[/B][/I][/U] builder done a dodgy job on his extension on his house ( not exactly sure how it happened, i think it was sewage or something, he was on the tv at some point because of this ), talking to her dad yesterday and he told me all about it when i asked how she was and it was then that i learned that she was this little girls pal

he went up the path across from my neighbors and walked up the top of the street ( on the other side of the road ) but came down on my side of the road and crossed over it to get to his car...bit unusual, if he was going form door to door then he would of took longer to get back, he then went into the boot of his car and took out a bottle of water, took a drink, licked his lips and looked at my neighbors house ( not talked with them, don't even know their names, guy works in tesco i think ), really unusual, the house was behind his field of view

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went to a different shop today, going to buy a pack of seed mix ( i usually get them from another shop ) but linseeds (flax) are missing (£1:75 from there) from the mix so i,ll have to go back to that shop to get them, they are £1 on the website ( minimum spend of £40 before you're even considered for delivery or £2 for a pack with a mix of 4 seeds all omega 3 and 6 ) but in the shop they are £2:20, it's as if they don't want people to eat vegan because they both know it will put them out of business, it's probably the healthiest diet out there at the moment, i,m spending 4-5 a day and feeling happy and full, no wheat, no meat, getting all my b vitamins and c vitamins, i like how they all switch all the best products between each other and take all the good stuff off their shelves regularly to milk the shit out of people who are buying those products all the time by replacing them with something that is worse than the things they were buying regularly... every time i go to these places i,m seeing the same people walking out with two bags full of stuff all the time, people are going down there everyday and spending £20 or so each day on BS and the more you eat the more acid waste you have in your system and that makes you more hungry and you eat more, it's deliberate

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that's twice i went for the same kind of diet between these places and each time the same things have happened, same guy talking to his "wife and two kids" and then they walk in front of me as i,m walking up "a wee wiggle" to draw my attention to make me feel guilty about him losing his job and him not being able to feed his kids as he sits in his car, today i was walking down and there was a hearing aid lying on the floor same place as it was in 2008 ( last time i had my ipod on ), it would probably cost less for the government to put him and his family on benefits than it would be to put people through surgeries and other medical treatments on the NHS due to bad diet

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pricks

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just reading a book on vitamins and minerals.. the more i read it the more i,m seeing, old folk in nursing home's being starved of vitamin B and Vitamin C ( depression and cancer, alzheimers and loads of other problems, food with all the B vitamin content "cooked" out and high vitamin K content brocolli ) and then being fed drugs that interact with absorption of other nutrients in their bodies's which is leading them to have to take more medication, over cooking is destroying all the vitamin content ( B and C ) before they are even putting it into their mouth and then they are telling people "it's just old age"...it's not old age it's just they are not being fed correctly, you need a number of B Vitamins to work together to get the effects of them, folic acid is helped by Vit C for example... i think it's deliberate, "a quick turn around".. costs a lot of money to keep people in a nursing home and they are spending less than a fiver a day on feeding them, it all starts at "home", people on pensions and can't afford to feed themselves correctly because they're paying for gas and electricity as well ( some are in council housing with badly fitted windows etc the council just can't afford to pay a decent company to fit them because there is so much money being spent on health ) and when that starts it's just a downward spiral into a world that is "profit" based, they're an easy target because all they have known all their days is meat and potato's...it's honestly like all the drugs that are "keeping" them alive are deliberately designed to keep mess them up more

"have a wee sandwich on ham, cup of tea ?"

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most of them are all on walking sticks or wheelchairs now because they can't afford fish, the ones that still able to walk are being taken from point to point in taxi's ( which are just getting ridiculously expensive ) because the pain in their feet is just too much for them to walk to the bus stop

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[URL="http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7112085"]The effect of megadose ascorbic acid ingestion on the absorption and retention of vitamin B12 in man. - PubMed - NCBI[/URL]

you're not meant to take doses of b12 and vit c together, an hour apart ... cobalamin (b12) is also hurt by folic acid and Vit E deficiency

you never find this stuff on the net... it's all wrong or dodgy looking sites

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when my dad retired from the NHS he started to work i a local old folks home, he was getting something like £20 an hour ( probably more than he was getting in a hospital ) that's the kind of money these people are making and that was also through an agency, they were also taking their cut even before they were paying my dad his wages

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bastards, seriously..they'll say we "make it soft" so the old people can chew but truth is all the old brands of toothpaste that the old people are used to are deliberately bad now, i was buying the same kind for years and all of a sudden i couldn't even put it in my mouth for more than 30 seconds without almost being sick, truth is just about every time i did brush i was sick, i more or less just stopped brushing because every time i did i was puking, i never even thought about trying another brand of toothpaste because i was trusting the one i had, i thought it was just the taste of mint that was making me sick, seemed a bit stronger than usual, my gums started to bleed and the only thing i found to cure it was mouthwash... now that i,m using a more expensive toothpaste i,m not puking any more... all the ones that are on offer are deliberately bad and that's all pensioners can afford, when the teeth go you just can't chew properly and you just build up "acid waste" and "lose nutrition" then they are given medicine that mess about with other vitamin absorbtion.. when i was in the hospital they "mashed" meat and potatoes for you ( it was an option on the list ) i don't know if they do this in nursing homes or not, it's pretty disgusting what is going on ( [URL="http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/health/elder/9077377/Care-home-residents-fed-on-2.27-a-day.html"]Care home residents fed on £2.27 a day - Telegraph[/URL] )...up at the health center today and the whole place was filled with people all waiting for an appointment ( i think they are being seen by 6 doctors )..free prescription drugs in scotland as well

an avocado ( small one, look up what farmers are being given per pound for those ), 40g of organic oats (£2 for 18 portions, no vitamin k in it) and a small organic yohgart (50p) for breakfast and i,m my mood is great all day, good balance of B vitamins ( don't eat anything with vitamin C in it with this ) energetic and happy, buying them in bulk and that would be even cheaper...they're all meat and potato's, tea, sandwiches, a wee buiscuit now and then everyday anyway

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[URL="http://www.payingforcare.org/care-home-fees"]Care Home Fees, Cost of Care Homes | Paying For Care[/URL]

that's as much as a house used to cost

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so fucking pissed right now...murdered for profit is an understatement... [URL="http://www.nhs.uk/news/2010/09September/Pages/antipsychotic-pills-linked-to-blood-clots.aspx"]Antipsychotic drugs have been linked to an increased risk of blood clots - Health News - NHS Choices[/URL] ... to go for a scan on one on the 29th ( in clydebank ) .... everything i need to fix it with diet leads to either infertility ( that i can handle ) heart or liver and kidney problems, i need to have these things every day to keep it empty ( [URL="http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/vitamins-minerals/Pages/Other-vitamins-minerals.aspx"]Vitamins and minerals - Others - NHS Choices[/URL] ), my diet now is all high cobalt, boron ( something i can't find on the only decent source on diet on the net [URL="https://ndb.nal.usda.gov/ndb/nutrients/index"]Show Nutrients List[/URL] ) and copper, i,m limited to what i can eat because of this and it's all i can get on the shelf of the supermarkets, i need to watch potassium levels ( too much can lead to heart trouble ), i don't want to take drug thinning drugs such as warfarin ( my friends dad was on that and he had something like 3 hip replacements before he died, MURDERED [URL="http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Anticoagulants-warfarin-/Pages/Introduction.aspx"]Warfarin - NHS Choices[/URL] ) and it's either cancer ( the drug i was reading up on that was also bad for blood clotting...ooops back to warfarin again ) or osteoporosis ( oops addicted to pain killers, all the high [FONT=wf_segoe-ui_normal, Segoe UI, Segoe WP, Tahoma, Arial, sans-serif][COLOR=#212121]potassium[/COLOR][/FONT] food i can buy to fix that are all linked to the problems in [URL="http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/vitamins-minerals/Pages/vitamins-minerals.aspx"]Vitamins and minerals - NHS Choices[/URL] ), if i switch my diet again i need to switch to a diet that will lead to me becoming unfocused and depressed ( mmm anti depressants and lots of B6, just like last time in 2008, nerve problems and suicidal thoughts the lot ) and it's pretty obvious to me that someone knows i,ve come off my medication, oh he must be paranoid to think someone is watching him, i,m writting it all up on my facebook..ooops back on the medication...it's all an endless loop, i,m talking to people about it with my friends when i,m out in the street and with my mental health people..it's pretty obvious to me that something is going on, things i was buying suddenly started dissapeering from the shelf when i switched shops, they are using dietitians and everything to create business and making it look like a natural occurrence because they know that shops are forced to sell what they are selling to eliminate waste

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mmm giant tangerines now in "place name of shop here" just after i was talking to my cpn about "place name of shop here" employees blocking my path to them when i was buying them regularly ( not sure if i had my phone switched on or off at that appointment or not )...went to "place name of shop here" in a another town a week ago or something now ( this is also discussed with my cpn... lol i don't even know the first thing about body language and i spotted what they were doing, same as mine has been while i,m out walking ) and i looked at the avocado's as i was walking past them the first day i was up, the very next day there was a batch of single ones put out "fresh"..never seen those on the shelf either...pricks

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Why would those employees be blocking you from purchasing those ban?

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[QUOTE=D.Williams;1191806]Why would those employees be blocking you from purchasing those ban?[/QUOTE]

probably because the people in charge were getting pissed off i was spending less than a fiver ( sometimes even less ) in there every day and starting to fix my skin and look better than i have done in years, they're not exactly happy unless you're walking out of there with £40 worth of produce everyday.., it's pretty obvious it's all sequenced and directed and because it's the only place in town where you can get a job people are scared to loose their jobs so they'll do anything they're told, they're basically being used... i have no idea how it's done but there will be people that do... discussing all this up at the health center at my appointments, all the decent products i was buying at that time suddenly went off the shelf and the ones that replaced them just weren't of the same quality... couldn't of been out of seasons because they were on the shelf in another shop and still are ... in that place it's the only place where you can get flax seeds in this town, £2:20 in the shop but only £1 on the website for the same amount, minimum £40 order even before you are allow to book a delivery

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i have all the receipts off all the stuff i,ve been buying in the past couple of months so i can work it all out when and what i,ve been buying

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Money money money :( I work in retail and we want the customer to spend on average 50 bucks so im sure its the same for supermarkets as well

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there a difference than spending 50 in something ( clothes for example, don't know what you work in ) and spending 50 on food each day, it's killing people left right and center... i wrote something out for my mental health appointments which i have here...the health system in this country spends 2.8 billion on strokes each year and 5 billion on cancer ( this was all i looked up as well ).. it's just going to get worse, the drugs that are used to treat strokes lead to cancer themselves either that or bad bones, looked up a cancer drug that i read about in a book i,m reading ( [url="https://www.drugs.com/methotrexate.html"]Methotrexate: Uses, Dosage, Side Effects - Drugs.com[/url] ) and it said it was bad for blood clotting...it's just an endless loop, blood clot, cancer treatment and back to blood clot and more cancer treatment or heart attack or stroke.. i don't know the first thing about it and even i can see it

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Ya, its not right to be greedy about anything especially food

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it's all screwed up...books are just like the internet, you can't really trust their source and if you do find the right ones it's far to complex to understand, some of that you need degrees to understand, even all the "healthy" stuff is all bad quality or wrong vitamin content and you end up having to waste most of it because it's cheaper to buy it all in big packs than it is to buy it singularly, if you buy it you end up eating it all and will probably end up getting cancer or some other health problem, it's quite sickening

got a couple of interesting days ahead, scan on 29th and 2 appointments at the health center in the two seperate days leading up to it, should be an interesting week lol

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great...another ipod just broke..need to go get it replaced tomorrow...should be an interesting journey

edit : ooops seems to be working this morning, strange

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can't wait for my scan tomorrow, probably get an instant result...started to get my diet right to fix it myself without going on the medication, suddenly all the things i need are all either hard as hell well past their sell by date or being left on the shelf so that the shop i go to has to stop selling them because it's going to waste, lol can't wait to find out my result tomorrow

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my regular brand of corn...chemical taste, btw british farmers stuff my regular brand of brussels .... chemical taste ....shouldn't really be eating those but i cooked them lightly to preserve the folic acid lettuce....sprayed to shit with chemicals, burns on the tounge...light headed and diarrhea ( again folic acid ) lemons... burning my tounge

just a shame there is a solid floor in the supermarket and they can't simulate the sound of someone collapsing when i pick up a packet of nuts

suddenly all the stuff that you can buy singularly is disappearing, either tasting of chemicals or i have to buy them in big packs and by the time i get through them they're all out of date.

the .gov farmers database...HACKED...values of folic acid changed over night, probably the only source of decent info on the net you can trust NHS warfarin diet pdf....strawberries, low vitamin K, book, high vitamin K coconut..supposedly a source of omega 3 and 6....no B6 on .gov site, BBC a source of B6 ( btw loved the fact that 10 minutes after drilling into it to get the juice form inside my attention was drawn to a nice girl taking a drink of black coffee when i was out going for my walk, btw this morning my attention was drawn to someone sitting at the bus stop holding a cup of coffee and she had bad skin..covered that one up pretty well lol )

btw wonder if i,ll be tailgated by a greggs truck on my way to clydebank tomorrow like i was when i went for my dummy run the other night....muller light van cut me up on the motorway as well LOL

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oranges now....funny this didn't all start until i started talking about all this stuff and switched shops, blood test next tuesday

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well that's the avocado's all changed now, twice in 2 days they've been from a different country, the place i was getting them from had them perfect and i mean REALLY perfect, all nice soft and creamy, they're normally grown in south africa so i don't think they could be seasonal considering they have good weather all year round ?..that place has BIG stores in some of the most deprived area's of glasgow, on both sides of the divide, govan and close to parkhead ( gallowgate ), they look after their customers well and unlike the other DICKHEADS i was going to they don't really care if you're only going in there and spending a few quid a day and it's perfect obvious to me it's been/being targeted in to make destroy it's future by using some of the techniques i,ve picked up from living with a mental health professional all my days, they're murdering people and blaming it on poor education and bad habits such as alcohol and drugs ... not sure for how long the place i was getting them from was getting them from there, i missed mine for breakfast this morning and i noticed things were getting me agitated more than usual, had a doctors appointment today, they're putting me back in the ward for an assessment...told them basically everything that was going on around me, even going to show them some of the stuff i,ve been writing online ( LOL even put some of it up on a press page )...here we go, revving cars and stressed educed psychosis and high blood pressure ( revving cars, banging next door, coughing, sneezing the lot )