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^ Thank you for associating anything I wrote with that beautiful music, how delightful!!
I have found the same thing regarding people with ties to Catholicism. Rather than finding they are no longer embracing a spiritual walk, I think it's more they are distancing themselves from organized religion in general because of their experiences involving Catholicism. To stop growing spiritually for any reason is really sad, I so agree, but probably everyone goes through that at one time or another. Bad experiences can do that to people for awhile. i get it.
I also believe there is one true God and in the trinity-- Father, Son & Holy Spirit. I am exploring the Holy Spirit now in my walk with Christ. And here's the thing...to any small, innocent child, their parents represent gods to them. Since parents often bring their own flaws into parenthood, that experience for a child can have lasting effects on their spiritual walk. (I think abused children are the hardest adults to reach spiritually.)
Christianity is not like a salad bar where you get to pick & choose what theology suits you.... like forgiveness, which is a good example of an aspect people, of course, find easy to embrace. Forgiveness can be used by some as a sweeping brush allowing anything and everything and relying on that promised forgiveness to cover it "well, I know I'm forgiven" when in context it says "go and sin no more" don't forget. (not saying you do that, just saying.) Whereas "love covers a multitude of sins."
One of my favorite ages of my kids is when they're about 3 years old and could articulate their thoughts/feelings, but still come from a rather pure spiritual place. My youngest used to look at himself in the mirror to talk to Jesus. How telling is that? An innocent child goes to the mirror... because he knows God is IN him, not just all around him, maybe he knows this spiritually? I know no one taught him that. You can learn a lot about God through a young child.... they live in the now, everyday is new, they easily forgive & love everyone, they want to have fun, laugh, enjoy life, they can see a person's heart not just their behavior & looks, they have preferences but those preferences are ever changing while some remain constant.
I remember when I was growing up, looking in the mirror was a kind of reassurance "Yea, I'm still here" and there was some kind of comfort in seeing my image. And it's like I know deep inside when I'm reflecting God, or when I'm not... I can tell by the way I feel inside about myself. Notice how you feel when you're mean or angry to someone vs how you feel being kind/gentle with anyone. Isn't that God directing you and saying "I am love inside you" ? I think so. If you can see value in every person, whether they are reflecting Christ or not, they might be reflecting the opposite of Him, every bit of information helps you see Him more clearly because it expands your awareness.
I wasn't raised in a spiritual way, so when I was growing up and anyone even mentioned Jesus, I felt insulted inside as if just His name, that word, made me less than an actual person, one who made mistakes. That was my ego-driven mind exerting that no one was more important than how I felt inside. That part of your ego, the part that has to have concrete answers, has to have evidence, has to wrestle every concept to the ground until it's dead & makes sense, that part has to die for the greater part of faith to grow inside you. Knowing we live in a miracle-drenched world where so many things happen that no one can explain, it gives me great comfort, which is love also.
God doesn't conjure bad things to happen unless they serve the purpose of expanding a person's awareness of their connection with Him. [These are just my own views. I don't claim to really know.] He has the power and it's too complex for me to understand the "whys" because only the creator has the bigger view; I'm a mere, tiny flashlight, I can only direct anyone towards what I, myself, have seen. I've been like Job wrestling with God and wanting to know purpose of pain/suffering, of loss, of everything. There's just so much love & comfort in the Bible (like in the world), why would anyone purposely point out or focus on the violence? What purpose does that serve? What you focus on becomes your reality. How much more important is gratitude? Immensely!! Job lost everyone and everything he held dear to learn these concepts. Because someone doesn't recognize God is there, doesn't mean God isn't STILL actively involved in that person's life.
Job 33 (The Message version).....
God always answers, one way or another,
even when people don’t recognize his presence.
[SUP]15-18 [/SUP]“In a dream, for instance, a vision at night,
when men and women are deep in sleep,
fast asleep in their beds—
God opens their ears
and impresses them with warnings
To turn them back from something bad they’re planning,
from some reckless choice,
And keep them from an early grave,
from the river of no return.
[SUP]19-22 [/SUP]“Or, God might get their attention through pain, by throwing them on a bed of suffering, So they can’t stand the sight of food, have no appetite for their favorite treats. They lose weight, wasting away to nothing, reduced to a bag of bones. They hang on the cliff-edge of death, knowing the next breath may be their last.
[SUP]23-25 [/SUP]“But even then an angel could come, a champion—there are thousands of them!— to take up your cause, A messenger who would mercifully intervene, canceling the death sentence with the words: ‘I’ve come up with the ransom!’ Before you know it, you’re healed, the very picture of health!
[SUP]29-30 [/SUP]“This is the way God works. Over and over again He pulls our souls back from certain destruction so we’ll see the light—and [I]live [/I]in the light!
Job 35: [SUP]9-15 [/SUP]“When times get bad, people cry out for help. They cry for relief from being kicked around, But never give God a thought when things go well, when God puts spontaneous songs in their hearts, When God sets out the entire creation as a science classroom, using birds and beasts to teach wisdom. People are arrogantly indifferent to God— until, of course, they’re in trouble, and then God is indifferent to them. There’s nothing behind such prayers except panic; the Almighty pays them no mind. So why would he notice you just because you say you’re tired of waiting to be heard, Or waiting for him to get good and angry and do something about the world’s problems?
Job 42:
[SUP]1-6 [/SUP]Job answered God: “I’m convinced: You can do anything and everything. Nothing and no one can upset your plans. You asked, ‘Who is this muddying the water, ignorantly confusing the issue, second-guessing my purposes?’ I admit it. I was the one. I babbled on about things far beyond me, made small talk about wonders way over my head. You told me, ‘Listen, and let me do the talking. Let me ask the questions. [I]You[/I] give the answers.’ I admit I once lived by rumors of you; now I have it all firsthand—from my own eyes and ears! I’m sorry—forgive me. I’ll never do that again, I promise! I’ll never again live on crusts of hearsay, crumbs of rumor.”
And because Job was honest with God, careful always with his words & thoughts, not listening to gossip & hearsay, no longer questioning every move God made in his life, Job's entire life was restored with blessings 100x more than he experienced in the first part of his life. Honesty/truth is love. When any religion is dishonest, teaching lies about power, lies against what they truly know in their hearts is the truth, that's when I want nothing to do with any organized religion either, because it's no longer loving people, but using them. They teach love is testing, love is hard, good is difficult work, but truthfully, love is easy, easy like when we're little children and haven't been conditioned into believing we're inherently bad. All you really have to be is the loving human being He created you to be, nothing more, nothing less. If you're not you, you're not love.... because God is IN you, he's in your love. Now that's freedom!! [my own opinion]
Currently in my spiritual walk, I have exhausted all my petitions, my questions, my complaints, all blame and agony. Now, I am looking inward to what God says to me, directly, and I've found He speaks through everything and everyone, music, nature, everything, including Illuminate. He speaks to me through words of love that He knows touch/move me in a certain way with resonance.... I've found resonance is like a switch I just turned on and got in tune to.... and that's how I know it's Him coming through... that comforting resonance that I don't have words for, it just speaks to my spirit in a way I can't explain... I just know God is love. I know what I know because I know what I know. I can't explain it, prove it, etc.
:LoveYou::LoveYou::LoveYou::LoveYou: that tycho music, thank you so much FL!! This has been fun connecting in this way! On with life.....