It's quiet now, and as I think my thoughts alone, I try to keep my head straight but I think I'm too far gone, for in this silence, the truth rings even louder; a constant grinding begging recognition of its power. Through its eyes I take the trip, destiny: the place, of pain and pleasure absolute, where sorrow has a face; a place of time where spirit, asked to stand and hold its ground, has lost all equilibrium and is slowly sinking down; down into the darkness that the lack of will affords, down into the shadows, past the junkies, past the whores, down into the mire, suffocating all that lives, but if I say "I care" I lie for I have no more left to give. Well I suppose a hand would help. Oh yeah, there?s no one here. Guess that?s what I wanted (once again my greatest fear). I just long to hear a bird song, just to let me know there?s light, for we all know a songbird never sings its song at night, but its quiet now.
A thought, a subtle image, comes creeping 'round again; a vision clear as day then projects onto my lens. With my little heart I often hope for once, all hopes not lost... but even as I try I find, the truth demands a cost. Exacted from my soul (my only means of recompense), taken as a toll, for even knowledge charges rent. Removed from me without consent, I?ve now a hole to fill, compounded by the fact that I hear the grinding still. The darkness sure and silent holds fast beyond my reach. A ray of light has not a chance, the shadows can?t be breached. A fight ensues, and all is waged until the end has come. A battle to the death pits a father ?gainst his son. What now? I ask the guide of this, me, my final fate, and I'm led into the cell; I hear the closing of the gate. The silence I once feared is at last my final end, and the silence I once hated has become my only friend, again. It?s quiet now.
-I've put most of my sets in winamp on shuffle, it makes you rediscover some great sets. right now i'm listening to 'sander kleinenberg - essential mix 06 09 01' with that txt as intro. :RockOn: